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A good day

It's a happy day although I can't go to Ipoh with my friends.

Well... woke up in this morning, not feeling well...

decided to go to pharmacy to buy some medicine and have a lunch with my friends at Mid Valley.

It's Saturday, so guess what???

Traffic jam, crowded in mall...

Good news, all of my friends had finally hit at least a sale. ( Thanks to my blessing pens. haha)

Seems I still feel stress about my comm law assignment because I haven't finished it yet, so there is a chance for me to release my stress, by.....

playing around with the newbees in the company (although I'm a newbee as well)

Seeing they shaking hands and nervous look, I just feel so relieve... wahahaha

After playing around with them, I went to the wedding fair with my friends.

Seeing those fantastic gown, I really believe that some women willing to get marry because of the gown but not the groom... =p

Went to my aunt house at night. Then only I realised how lucky I am to have my mom be my mom...

Not because my aunt is not good, but she is "too good",

I really can't accept this kind of mother.

My mom is good of giving me as much freedom as I wanted (with boundaries, of course)

and...

the dinner she cooked is much better than my aunt,

I found that she is not that irritating if compare with my aunt as well...

haha....

It sounds like I had a lot of complaints about my mom.

Well.... I called my mom on the way I back to hostel.

" Hey mom, what's up there. You know what, I just find out there actually your voice is not that loud and you are so good. You know aunt is blar blar blar..."

My mom laugh like there is no tomorrow and said" now only you know I am good"

Yes, mom.... you are the best. Love you always... =)

Saturday, February 26, 2011

11:53 PM

我还是个长不大的小孩

下着倾盆大雨，手上若是握着热腾腾的咖啡，那有多好啊~~~

美中不足的是，我手上握着的，是杯花茶，

这花茶还是我前几天特地去超市买的。

它，有着浓浓的玫瑰花味儿，不会很甜，

与咖啡的甘甜与苦涩，

玫瑰花茶似乎略胜一筹，

它就像是一个情花初开的女孩一样，纯纯地，甜甜的。。。

毕竟，我已经不是18，20 的小女孩了，

尝了不少酸甜苦辣，

再也找不回那玫瑰花的感觉了，

适合我的，

就是那苦涩的咖啡，我最爱喝的就是espresso,

它，非常的苦，不是每个人都喜欢那种味儿，

可是我却爱不释手，

因为它就像我的人生一样，

如果不是因为它的苦涩，我怎么享受后来的甘甜？

最近，身体老是不舒服，很容易生病，

所以，咖啡就免了，

生病了，也懒得起床，就想卧在被子里，

直到肚子饿得不行，才勉强起床洗澡，去买食物。

好想家哦~~~

以前，只要不舒服，无论妈妈多累，

都会给我做健康营养的食物，

督促我吃药。

我现在一个人在外，什么事情都得自己处理，

却什么也处理不好，

以前，还经常说最大的愿望是当个家庭主妇，

我看算了吧！

我连我自己也照顾不好，

原来，我还是一个长不大的小孩。。。

Thursday, February 24, 2011

4:47 PM

再见了，面子书

从今天起，我只能依靠这里了。呜~~~

面子书，本来是让人随心所欲的地方，

也是让我说废话和不正经的地方。

可是，自从她出现以后，一切都变了。

她，就是我妈。。。。

时尚的老人，为了能更方便的接触孩子，

更进一步的了解孩子，

他们选择了跟着我们的步伐，

和我们一起成长，

真是用心良苦啊~~~

可是，我又该怎么办呢？

该死的弟弟，好教不教，竟然教会老妈面子书，教会MSN就好了嘛！

往后的日子，真是不堪设想~~~~

Monday, February 21, 2011

8:30 PM

五种不能要的男人和女人

五种不能要的男人：

1。嫖赌烟酒样样齐

2。花钱多过赚钱

3。不爱你的

4。自私

5。曾经抛弃你的

嫖赌烟酒样样齐的男人根本不值得任何人去爱，因为他们不懂得去爱，所以他们不值得得到任何爱，可是或许有一天，他们会清醒过来，回头是岸；

花钱的男人很大方，可是赚的钱不够开销，这又怎么得了，你怎么奢望这样的男人能带给你无忧无虑的日子，但是或许有一天他知道了钱的重要性，稳定下来了，你的好日子也即将来临了，毕竟，人还是会长大的；

女人是需要爱情的动物，没有爱情，就像行尸走肉一样。跟一个不爱你的男人在一起，或许没有别人的甜蜜，因为没有爱情的激情。可是人，毕竟是有感情的动物，相处久了，他知道你的好，那时候的你跟他，已经有了比爱情还要重要的关系，那就是-感情（亲情）；

自私鬼永远都只想自己快乐，从来都不去关系别人的快乐与否。跟这样的男人在一起，你唯一要做的就是爱他多一点。可是，这也不算是个坏处哦！当他享受着你的爱的同时，他也习惯了你的爱。如果有一天，你选择离开他，他会哭着求你，因为他已经习惯了你的存在；

曾经抛弃你的男人，就算你还是那么的爱他，他又哭得一把鼻涕，你心软了，接受回他了。这将是你的噩梦开始。他可以抛弃你一次，就可以抛弃你第二次，因为他已经相信，你的世界少不了他。

以上种种不能要的男人，都有改过的可能，除了第五个，因为那是最烂的。你要相信，曾经的抛弃代表着，他已经不爱你了，他已经不要你了。时间能把爱情增加与减少。分开的你们又怎能与时间比赛？

五种不能要的女人：

1。只爱钱的

2。非常烦的

3。霸道

4。没有脑的

5。没有爱的女人

只爱钱的女人很不讨好，因为都会被冠上“贪慕虚荣”这个词儿。可是，这世上有谁不是这样的呢？女人，最后的归宿，还是老公啊，她们找一个可以让自己过好生活的男人又怎样呢？只爱钱的女人也会有爱上你的一天，因为日子长久下来，她知道你宠她，让她挥霍。长久下来，你会发现，她挥霍的金钱慢慢减少，要不然挥霍的东西一经是你的东西了。。。；

非常烦的人非常的讨厌，所以我们都找借口打发他们走，可是要是自己的女朋友是这样的呢？要怎么逃啊！试着想，她烦你，是因为她相信你，她想与你分享她的所有；她烦你，是因为她爱你，她想了解你的每一天，一秒都不想错过；

霸道的女朋友=有她讲，没有你讲，光想这个，都觉得怕怕了。可是，或许你该想想，有哪个女人希望自己霸道啊！你是否应该想想，是不是自己撑不起，所以你的女朋友被逼承担一切？因为你没有能力保护她，所以她想改变自己保护你；

没有爱的女人最恐怖，因为当你一旦跟她们开始交往，你就会发现，她们像个吸血鬼一样，一直跟你讨爱。因为她们没有爱，所以她们只会向你要，她们不会付出。这样的恋情，是不健康的。有一天，你会发觉你受不了，分手了

爱上一个人，是一种冲动；

谈恋爱，只需要行动；

或许有时候我们得想，我们要的是什么呢

Friday, February 18, 2011

9:41 PM

you are the most

Nothing in the world is the most important...

Nothing in the world is more important than you yourself.

You might argue that you are willing to sacrifice for your family, for someone whom you loved.

So... they are the most important in the world.

If one day, you find that the most important people in the world had done something which make you disappointed or have betrayed you.

will you still consider they are the most important people for you??

the answer will be NO!!!

Why? Because they hurt you, so they are no longer important anymore.

you care about yourself, your feeling.

You don't want to get hurt or sad because of these anymore,

so they are out of list.

Now, you can see who is the most important in the world???

May be there is some time,

we think... this is our world, this is something I wanted so much and will hold it until the end of my life.

and one day.... when you wake up,

you might realised everything is not like what you have thought.

I'm not saying there are nothing or no one important in your life,

but they are not the most,

you are the most,

you are the one who decide your world and your feeling,

no one can influence,

and no one can take away your happiness... ...

Next station is happiness, cheers... I love you =)

Thursday, February 17, 2011

7:16 PM

I am a love guru ???

I am a love guru/ a love doctor for my friends.

Sometime,

I really find it sound so sarcastic,

a love guru whom can't teach herself a good lesson about relationship,

a love doctor whom can't manage and maintain her own relationship.

Is this what we call, a doctor can save other people life,

but not herself/himself??

For once, I believe that love between couple is no longer belong to me.

There might be no one outside for everyone,

but someone brought me back,

someone teach me to love again,

even end up I am still single now,

but I still believe someone is out there for me.

Dear friends,

I would like to say Love is not a calculation,

there is no 1 + 1 = 2

there is no theory,

Don't calculate so much on what you have given out or what you have got as the reward,

that is because you really want to treat him/ her good.

If you love someone, remember to use the way he/she need to treat her.

May be...

someday you will lost your love, but...

Don't lose your ability to love again

It's just another new journey for you again...

I love you, God bless you... =)

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

8:51 PM

Mature age with immature mind...

I am 24 this year.

Some people say I look like 21, some people say I look like 25...

But I wonder, how old am I??

Not as in physical, but mentally, how old I am now???

A 24 year old girl with 17 year old brain mind?

God!!! Kill me please....

I don't want to say that I am immature, but

I can't deny that sometime I do very childish...

I understand that something happen which I shouldn't get angry for,

but my emotion is always faster than I can do any reasonable analysis...

I wonder if this is mentally age problem, or this is the gender problem....

They always said that girls are more to irrational animal...

Is this truth?

I hate myself for being childish,

I hate myself for being angry for small little thing,

I hate myself for being an idiot for nothing,

I hate myself for being a liar (to myself)

12:04 AM

single valentine's

Valentine's just past...

It's another single valentine's for me ....

What is the routine for single Valentine's??

That you will receive a lot of flowers and presents,

but....

none of them come from the right person...

A gift should be returned on 14th March to show back your love,

but what should I give if I didn't receive any???

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

3:08 AM

Are you in love or in a relationship??

XXX: Hey, I have a good news. I am in a relationship now...

In a relationship?

Why should we call in a relationship but not in love?

He doesn't love her?

We might in a relationship although we are not in love,

but...

we won't in love because we are in a relationship...

As we can see people around us,

they are in a relationship or relationships because of loneliness...

They need someone beside them...

In a relationship because they need a relationship?

This is why I said relationship does not mean in love...

Some people are meant to fall in love but not meant to be together,

so...

you might end up a relationship with someone who you don't love,

but he/she can give you a secure or something that you wanted...

Love is a feeling, a passion... no treasure at all

Relationship need compromise and responsible

What are you in now???

Sunday, February 13, 2011

2:38 AM

suicide trend

It's a Love suicide trend...

Another teenage girl suicide again after Alvin case...

I wonder how deep is her love with that guy

I wonder if she feel regret at the moment she was falling down...

She... still want to die?

Die because of Love...

Is really because she love him so much??? or

she love herself too much?

Because of heart broken love,

because she doesn't want to be suffered from love again,

because she can't face the reality of being dumped,

because she is scare...

I totally can understand the feeling being dumped.

You are like have the whole world when you are in love,

and one day, he just take back whole world,

you seems like have lose everything...

But...

how do you know you won't get another world from another people?

Keep waiting for a people who doesn't love you,

why don't just let go the burden and find your own happiness??

Choose a wrong man just like pick a wrong shoes,

no matter how nice the shoes is,

it still can't fit you.

Although you can force youself to wear it,

You won't feel comfortable...

A relationship bring two people to happiness,

are you happy when you are uncomfortable?

Saturday, February 12, 2011

2:37 AM

forgive = forget?

In a relationship, what is the most important thing?

Love?

Trust?

Responsible?

Money?

Sex?

What about forget and forgiveness?

When the other half have done something wrong, should you forgive?

You might say it depends on the situation.

But....

You forgive, is that mean you forget and let go the mistake?

Or...

the mistake will pop out again in the future when something happen?

What would you say now?

Is forgive= forget?

Friday, February 11, 2011

12:11 AM

Trying on Valentine's

Frankly, none of my friend would actually believe that I never celebrate Valentine's before, neither me.

Though I am not pretty, but I am not ugly.

It's kind a easy to have someone to celebrate with...

But I wonder,

what is the different between celebrate Valentine's and a normal dinner?

How could it happen if the person who you celebrate with is not the purpose of Valentine's?

Should I try for this Valentine's?

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

7:35 PM

Love

A friend ask me, what do I think of love??

Love...

a stranger and familiar word.

sometime, you think you understand it and catch it,

but sometime, It is so far from you or may be run away from you.

I wonder if Love scare of us, or we scare to be fall in love.

Love is a need, like a food.

Food for our mental

I couldn't imagine that if one day I lose my ability to love or be loved

Some people say everything about love is a false.

there will be only 1% truth in a 100% relationship

That 1% will be pain.

I don't know if that 1% concept is truth.

But human is very funny,

they will always remember what hurt them the much, and

always abandoned the happiness which have accompany them for quite a long time.

Are we choose to be sad?

Valentine's coming, romance are around, but this doesn't mean everything coming is good.

Some of my FB's friends are actually broke up

Ask me why?

I have no idea.

In a relationship, I only can say the one who care and love more on the other half is because they think the other half is the best, they need to appreciate.

on the other side, the people who think she/he is the best, they will just enjoy the love and care.

You might say people who love more and care more are stupid.