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女人，请反省

很想知道，一段感情要是没有了信任，还存在着些什么？

如果一个人不能接受你的过去，却又接受你，然后往后的日子都在为以往的过去而吵闹，这段感情还剩下些什么？

我实在不懂，也非常不明白，

就因为你个人的不信任，就因为你个人的缺乏自信，

结果你伤害了你自己，伤害了爱你的人，也伤害了无辜的人。

你说，是因为太爱他，所以深怕有一天他会被人抢走，

孩子啊，你没听说过爱情就像手中沙么？

抓得越紧，沙溜得越快。。

你现在的行为，只证明了你爱你自己多过爱他，

因为你怕他离开，你会受伤，

为了确保你不会受伤，所以你用尽了手段把他留在你身边，

三天一小吵，五天一大闹的，

你这是爱么？根本是在折磨着他吧~~~

反省吧！！！

Monday, May 30, 2011

12:48 PM

Summer

Feeling stifle recently, like there is not enough space for me to breathe,

but in the same time, I feel so lonely,

always thinking of something which is not important (at least its no longer important now).

Summer is just begin,

isn't Summer stand for hot, enthusiasm and hot date????

Never really enjoy my summer since I come to KL...

I used to enjoy my Summer at beach with a lot of hot guys (Italian the most)

But now, I am just like the man who is erectile dis-function.

The problem with being in the same place always in the same time is your world become smaller.

I need to get out from here.

walking out from the past, towards the future.

No longer sitting on the chair, or sleeping on the bed...

I must do something before the Summer's end.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

2:46 PM

9 天

看着手上的红帖一封接一封的，

朋友一个个地披上嫁纱，

心里的感觉却是如此的复杂。

是从什么时候开始，早婚是个趋势？？

眼看着他们挂着幸福的笑容，

心里为他们开心，相信着他们会是幸福的，

眼看自己，却是那么地不堪，

曾经，总以为幸福是简单的，

却不知幸福的背后往往背负着许许多多的辛酸。

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

7:29 PM

无题

看着黄昏，看着家家户户都开始亮起了灯，你心中想的是什么？

是幸福的吗？

每一盏亮着的灯代表着每一个等待，

等待着心爱的家人归来。。。

我看见的灯，是寂寞的。

亮着灯，因为只有自己一个人，没有人陪伴，

它一直等待，它，是孤独的。

很多时候，我们总以为当一个人得到了他从来没有的东西，会额外珍惜，

却不知其实他一点都不在乎。

因为不在乎，所以他从来都不稀罕去拥有，更甭说他会珍惜。。。

今天的灯，依然亮着，它是否还期望有归来的一天？

Friday, May 13, 2011

1:05 AM

a letter to mom

Mom,

Happy Mother's Day... sorry that I can't be with you on this special day.

I appreciate everything you have done to me.

When age getting older, I finally realised every steps you took are all about us, our family.

But unfortunately, your daughter, I am a very stubborn girl,

I never listen to you and stand strong on my own,

even until I broke into pieces, I still insist that things that I have chose is right...

I'm not sure what is correct and wrong now.

I can't celebrate with you today, because I still need some time to lick my wounds.

I know I can't help myself but crying in front of you,

I just don't want to see your disappointed face again,

knowing that your daughter is so foolish for thousand times...

Mom, I love you.

I want to go home now...

Sincerely, Emily

Sunday, May 8, 2011

11:53 PM

我只是一个不值得被宠爱的玩偶

难过，因为蜂蜜不再甜；

难过，因为我以为的不是我以为的。

有人说：当你对一个人好的时候，他会知道，他会珍惜；

可是，我看见的，是无所谓，是应该。

像个玩偶一样，

闲得无聊的时候，就逗一逗你；

忙的时候，就把你扔在一边。

新的玩偶或许都还有个过渡期，

至少新的玩偶都会被主人宠个几个月，才被冷落。

我是个怎样的玩偶，

我不知道，因为我从来都没有被我的主人宠爱过，

是因为不值得吗？

Saturday, May 7, 2011

5:45 PM

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