Gossip Devil

truth or lie ???

You will wonder sometime, "why people lie???"

I always defend people who lie even I hate liar, because I believe no one would like to be a liar instead of a honest people, they just want to protect themselves from getting hurt.

But today... ...

some people told me something which make me feel so confusing and disappointing.

If she is telling the truth, mean I am really a pet, or like she said, like a trash;

If she is telling the lie, why she want to purposely damage a person reputation???

Can the world be any sincere and faithful?

I'm tired on these games anymore... ...

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

7:51 PM

14- 06-2001

It's been a while to wake me up after been through so many things in a month..

I'm appreciate that I'm still alive,

I still have choices to make,

my life is still on my hand.

I have nothing to be sad, because i can change the sadness to happiness someday,

as long as I still alive, and insist to be happy.

Sometime I wonder why we need to go through every sad things to reach happiness,

but like they said: you won;t taste happiness if you never taste the bitter.

But is that mean the more bitter we taste, the more happiness we are going to have??

It's going been a month since the last contact.

I told myself to move you out, but in fact, no matter how, I've failed.

But I know I won't repeat the same mistake.

May be there is just a person who will stay in your heart forever no matter how,

even if he/ she has hurt you much....

12:58 AM

再见

人的一生中总有太多的无奈，
那是因为我们往往都在追求着错误的东西，

我不知道追求着你是否是个错误的决定，

然而，你让我成长了

在你离开的这段日子，

我学会了坚强，

明白了，除了我自己，我什么都没有，

学会了，照顾自己，

明白了，有些东西，不需要去固执。

我想跟你说，

我不会再爱你了

因为你不需要，

我也没有多余的力气去爱你了，

太过的沉重，

透不过气。

我不会忘记你，

因为忘不了，

就像家人一样，我希望你过得好。。。

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

12:38 AM

那一年的我们，消失了

最开心的是当你人在外地，我们是很好的朋友，

你总是会选择很不寻常的方式逗我开心，

喜欢欺负我，却不允许别人对我做些什么，

喜欢斗我，老是爱跟我唱反调，

却在我有事情的时候，站出来帮我。

你撒的谎很多，

而我却选择装作不知道，

不是因为自欺欺人，而是知道你每做的一个选择，都有你自己的理由，

我选择相信你。

超越朋友的关系，或许是最错误的选择，

你和我的距离越来越远，

你曾经问我：我们到底怎么了，是时间上遇不对，还是我们有缘无份。

其实我们心里都有答案----你不爱我，

只是你始终都不愿相信这个答案。

我相信你是爱我的，只是这份爱，不是男女的激情，

你爱上我的爱，

你爱上我的宽容体谅，

你爱上我对你的无私，

你爱上了有个静静的人在你身边的习惯。

而我，

为了配合你的习惯，

总是把自己伤了一遍又一遍，

明明说好了要放手，

却在你回头时，又紧紧的握住你的手；

明明知道这不是我的幸福，

却不舍得放手，让自己更好过。。。

如今的我们，形同陌路。

不是因为我小气，只是面对着你，我只会更难过，

原谅我的自私，

因为我想快乐地过。

时间可以重来，我一定不会牵起你的手。。。

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

1:48 AM

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