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truth or lie ???

You will wonder sometime, "why people lie???"

I always defend people who lie even I hate liar, because I believe no one would like to be a liar instead of a honest people, they just want to protect themselves from getting hurt.

But today... ...

some people told me something which make me feel so confusing and disappointing.

If she is telling the truth, mean I am really a pet, or like she said, like a trash;

If she is telling the lie, why she want to purposely damage a person reputation???

Can the world be any sincere and faithful?

I'm tired on these games anymore... ...

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

7:51 PM

14- 06-2001

It's been a while to wake me up after been through so many things in a month..

I'm appreciate that I'm still alive,

I still have choices to make,

my life is still on my hand.

I have nothing to be sad, because i can change the sadness to happiness someday,

as long as I still alive, and insist to be happy.

Sometime I wonder why we need to go through every sad things to reach happiness,

but like they said: you won;t taste happiness if you never taste the bitter.

But is that mean the more bitter we taste, the more happiness we are going to have??

It's going been a month since the last contact.

I told myself to move you out, but in fact, no matter how, I've failed.

But I know I won't repeat the same mistake.

May be there is just a person who will stay in your heart forever no matter how,

even if he/ she has hurt you much....

12:58 AM

再见

人的一生中总有太多的无奈，
那是因为我们往往都在追求着错误的东西，

我不知道追求着你是否是个错误的决定，

然而，你让我成长了

在你离开的这段日子，

我学会了坚强，

明白了，除了我自己，我什么都没有，

学会了，照顾自己，

明白了，有些东西，不需要去固执。

我想跟你说，

我不会再爱你了

因为你不需要，

我也没有多余的力气去爱你了，

太过的沉重，

透不过气。

我不会忘记你，

因为忘不了，

就像家人一样，我希望你过得好。。。

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

12:38 AM

那一年的我们，消失了

最开心的是当你人在外地，我们是很好的朋友，

你总是会选择很不寻常的方式逗我开心，

喜欢欺负我，却不允许别人对我做些什么，

喜欢斗我，老是爱跟我唱反调，

却在我有事情的时候，站出来帮我。

你撒的谎很多，

而我却选择装作不知道，

不是因为自欺欺人，而是知道你每做的一个选择，都有你自己的理由，

我选择相信你。

超越朋友的关系，或许是最错误的选择，

你和我的距离越来越远，

你曾经问我：我们到底怎么了，是时间上遇不对，还是我们有缘无份。

其实我们心里都有答案----你不爱我，

只是你始终都不愿相信这个答案。

我相信你是爱我的，只是这份爱，不是男女的激情，

你爱上我的爱，

你爱上我的宽容体谅，

你爱上我对你的无私，

你爱上了有个静静的人在你身边的习惯。

而我，

为了配合你的习惯，

总是把自己伤了一遍又一遍，

明明说好了要放手，

却在你回头时，又紧紧的握住你的手；

明明知道这不是我的幸福，

却不舍得放手，让自己更好过。。。

如今的我们，形同陌路。

不是因为我小气，只是面对着你，我只会更难过，

原谅我的自私，

因为我想快乐地过。

时间可以重来，我一定不会牵起你的手。。。

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

1:48 AM

女人，请反省

很想知道，一段感情要是没有了信任，还存在着些什么？

如果一个人不能接受你的过去，却又接受你，然后往后的日子都在为以往的过去而吵闹，这段感情还剩下些什么？

我实在不懂，也非常不明白，

就因为你个人的不信任，就因为你个人的缺乏自信，

结果你伤害了你自己，伤害了爱你的人，也伤害了无辜的人。

你说，是因为太爱他，所以深怕有一天他会被人抢走，

孩子啊，你没听说过爱情就像手中沙么？

抓得越紧，沙溜得越快。。

你现在的行为，只证明了你爱你自己多过爱他，

因为你怕他离开，你会受伤，

为了确保你不会受伤，所以你用尽了手段把他留在你身边，

三天一小吵，五天一大闹的，

你这是爱么？根本是在折磨着他吧~~~

反省吧！！！

Monday, May 30, 2011

12:48 PM

Summer

Feeling stifle recently, like there is not enough space for me to breathe,

but in the same time, I feel so lonely,

always thinking of something which is not important (at least its no longer important now).

Summer is just begin,

isn't Summer stand for hot, enthusiasm and hot date????

Never really enjoy my summer since I come to KL...

I used to enjoy my Summer at beach with a lot of hot guys (Italian the most)

But now, I am just like the man who is erectile dis-function.

The problem with being in the same place always in the same time is your world become smaller.

I need to get out from here.

walking out from the past, towards the future.

No longer sitting on the chair, or sleeping on the bed...

I must do something before the Summer's end.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

2:46 PM

9 天

看着手上的红帖一封接一封的，

朋友一个个地披上嫁纱，

心里的感觉却是如此的复杂。

是从什么时候开始，早婚是个趋势？？

眼看着他们挂着幸福的笑容，

心里为他们开心，相信着他们会是幸福的，

眼看自己，却是那么地不堪，

曾经，总以为幸福是简单的，

却不知幸福的背后往往背负着许许多多的辛酸。

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

7:29 PM

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